"First off, I want to apologize to my teammates,
fans and most of all my family for placing them in the middle of this
kind of predicament. I fully blame myself for being in this situation,
because it could've easily been avoided. I also want you to know that
whatever my consequences are, I will complete them and complete them in
a respectful manner. One message I want the young people to realize is
that making a sacrifice for yourself to pursue your dream is not a
joke. This situation was a big eye-opener for me and made me realize
how your life could be easily ruined over nonsense and lack of focus.
"This is a learning experience for me and still has a learning
effect on me today as we speak. One thing I can say is that I will get
through this dark road, not trying to rush through it, but taking one
step at a time. This is my plan, and not just my plan for today or
tomorrow, but forever. This is because there will be tons of choices I
will have to make in the future in order to become a successful person,
player and teammate. Finger pointing isn't a route I will take because
I fully blame myself for being in the type of situation that I am
dealing with right now.
"To all the kids who look up to me and see me as a role model in
their lives and football careers, I speak from my heart when I tell you
that I apologize for making a bad decision and also letting you down. I
pray and hope that you won't look at me as a bad person, I am not a
thug, I am not a gangster, and most definitely I am not a thief. I
don't know what the future holds, but I promise whatever it is I will
make my teammates coaches, fans, family and above all my son proud of
me on and off the field. I am truly sorry and I apologize to everyone."
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